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The Other Side of Brave

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Be strong in the darkness.

Not just when bravery comes easily and life seems to smile effortlessly at you.

Be strong:

  • when loneliness pulls you away from life-giving friendships.
  • getting up and greeting the day takes everything in you.
  • as your mistakes loom monster-sized before you.
  • when correction feels like disqualification from your call.
  • when your friends suffer and you can’t make it stop.
  • as the enemy reminds you of weakness.

Be strong and let God bring you through your scariest things to the other side of brave.

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New Blog Address for Me

movingcartoonI’m moving blogs.

Hey my faithful 10 readers, I have moved my blog over to a new spot. It’s taken me 4 years to finish my decrepit patio cover (and it’s still not done) so it shouldn’t surprise you that it only took me 2 years to get my own domain name.

I can now be found in all my nerdiness over at The Chronicles of Dawnia.

Would love it if you’d update your RSS readers, change your bookmarks, tell your cat…. I’m over there now. Hope you like it… it was put together beautifully by Micheal Buckingham of HolyCowCreative studios, one of the geniuses from the Center for Church Communications, behind the Church Marketing Sucks Blog. I like their stuff. They are spunky.

Anywhoo, please join the party over at The Chronicles of Dawnia at our new spot….(why am I referring to myself in the plural?)

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Freeloading Wife in Waikiki

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This week I’ll be taking a break from the routine and spending some time with my husband in Honolulu. Even though this is a work trip for him, I’ll be taking advantage of this opportunity to catch up on reading, drawing and just delighting in God’s creation.

What a gift to spend time with Dave…with the schedules we both maintain, our alone-time is the first thing to get cut. Not good. So your prayers for good connecting times is greatly appreciated.

What a gift to spend time with my journal. It is where I meet God, wrestle with what He’s teaching me, make observations about my world. Very expectant. Hopefully it will yield some blog posts…

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Five Ways to Come Childlike to God

IMG02231I was challenged lately to examine how I approach God. Jesus tells me in Mark 10:15,16 that I’m to receive His kingdom like a child:

15 Truly, I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God like a child shall not enter it.16 And he took them in his arms and blessed them, laying his hands on them.

What does this mean?

Now, I’m not one to glamorize children or paint them as saints. I have three under the age of 11 and I can attest to the sin nature. Daily. But there must be something that I’m to emulate… and that got me thinking.

How then am I to receive the kingdom of God? I came up with five ways that I can be childlike in my response to God and His kingdom:

  1. With Innocence: I can open-heartedly approach my Father, expecting only good. They cannot fathom a parent who rejects, abandons or hurts a child. Rather than being cynical, I can come to Him expecting only good, only acceptance and love. Doesn’t mean I get my way every time I want something, but His intentions are motivated by pure love.
  2. Dependent: If I’m honest, I sometimes find myself annoyed at neediness. Their constant requests feel inconvenient, disruptive, annoying. But thank heaven I’m not a picture of how God treats us! My asking is never annoying. Never disruptive. In fact, He says I don’t have because I fail to ask. I need to come to Him in need. And often.
  3. Raw: Kids wear their emotions out for all to see. But somewhere, over time, I learn to hide, stuff and dismiss my feelings. I judge them as OK to pass or sweep them under a rug (they always creep out later, I’ve found). God would have me come to him messy, sore, frustrated, joyful or however it is I’m feeling. If I’m feeling like a silly goof, He won’t be mad that I show Him my goofy face with vanilla ice cream decorating my tongue. It is OK.
  4. Curious: There is something beautiful about a kid asking how something works. It shows they don’t know. And it shows they know they don’t know. When was the last time I came to God and said “would you show me how to do this?” My curiosity and desire to learn from Him thrills His heart.
  5. Just Be: This is perhaps the greatest thing my kids have taught me. It doesn’t matter what we are doing as an activity as long as we are together. How I often miss this… that the God of the Universe who commands the stars to hang in place… that this God enjoys my enjoying Him. He is pleased to have me come, unhurried into His presence and without any agenda, to just sit up close to Him. To feel OK and at peace just sitting nearby.

There are more, I’m sure. What would you add? Would love to hear / read your thoughts.

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Blame Twitter

imagesGot into a discussion tonight with a friend about why I haven’t been blogging lately. Besides the usual lame excuses I typically throw out, I was surprised by my reflexive answer this time… an answer I’ve heard from other perpetrators of blog abandonment. Where does the fault lie?

I just blame Twitter

It is a sad but true reality. I have only so much interaction inside me, and well, the dizzying ever-present cloud has distracted me from more thoughtful writing. The instant gratification of following other’s days has fried my circuits at some level.

Have you found this to be so as well? Have you slipped into a laziness that mistakes re-tweeting amusing or interesting sound-bytes for thoughtful content? I have, and it is a shame.

The noticing that God has entrusted to me has been exchanged for banter. This needs to change… I’d be interested to know how you, my 10 faithful readers (or what’s left of them, due to neglect) handle the balance.

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Shining a Spotlight

spotlightThere is joy in noticing.

Sounds so simple. Trite, even. But I am finding such an amazing rush just noticing the activity of God all around me. I see him at work:

  • In a friend stepping into her God-given role as a mom and embracing the privilege to invest in little humans and resisting the temptation to find her worth in her career
  • In my church family as a renewed sense of God’s holiness has fallen upon us… not so we can feel warm & fuzzy, but so we can move out into our individual worlds with power & love
  • In groups of united, believers like InvisibleChildren who did an amazing job last week with getting The Rescue on Oprah
  • In watching the women at Sandals Church’s moms Bible Study, Moms with A Purpose continue to blow me away with their love, hunger for God and obedience to His next steps in their lives
  • In opening doors for me to share what He’s entrusted (nerdhood) to me, like getting to work the Social Media Lounge at the WFX conference in Long Beach, CA next week

The earth is said to be full of His glory…. and I believe His glory is revealed in more than just blazing sunsets and rainbows.

His glory is revealed as we see human beings act in ways they wouldn’t normally do, but for God inhabiting them. His glory is seen in supernatural love for the unlovely. Persistence in the face of opposition. Taking risks in the face of fear.

These are ways I’ve seen God’s glory recently, and I felt compelled to shine a little spotlight on His activity around me. There is joy in noticing God’s activity but double joy in announcing it. (wow. that may be worth a tweet!)

How about you? What ways are you noticing God’s activity around you?

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Love Chapter: Catalyst West Style

1 Corinthians 13

(Kinda)

  • If I speak with the passion, fervor and sweat of Perry Noble, but have not love, I am nothing.
  • If I can articulate the most profound reasons for God’s existence and make it look easy, like Ravi Zacharius, but have not love, I am nothing.
  • If I can inspire legions of leaders with a single word like Andy Stanley, but have not love, I am nothing.
  • If I lead God’s people to newer, higher visions of God’s holiness, like Francis Chan, but have not love, I am nothing.
  • If I drip with gracious pastoral wisdom like Rick Warren, but have not love, I am nothing.
  • If I wear cool shirts, sport mighty biceps and have It like Craig Groeschel, but have not love, I am nothing.
  • If I extend grace to the broken and create a church for the Not OK to feel welcome, like Jud Wilhite does, but have not love, I am nothing.
  • If I challenge the world to overcome anything that life throws at me and live life without limits, like Nick Vujicic, but have not love, I am nothing.
  • If I give up my power career in NYC like Catherine Rohr did, and minister in mighty ways to the marginalized of our society in prison, but have not love, I am nothing.
  • If I challenge each of us to live our most heroic lives and to move out into life-giving Third Spaces, like Erwin McManus, but have not love, I am nothing.


4 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant
5 or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;6 it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth.7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

13 So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love. (ESV 1 Cor 13:4-7,13)

After drinking from the firehose of Catalyst West last week, God reminded me today to live a life of love.
I am inspired to incorporate what I’ve learned from those amazing speakers, but challenged to live out God’s love in my world. Today. Where He’s put me. Whatever that looks like.
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Post-Catalyst West Thoughts: Part 1

catwest-inspired-honkCatalyst West Just Blew my Mind

How does one recount two days of mind-blowing teaching, heart-pounding worship and glimpses of God at work in his people across the country?

How do you describe 3,200 voices praising God, lead by Hillsong United into His presence?

Or hearing some of this generation’s best Pastors and teachers challenge us to rethink how we spend our days?

You can read the backstory on Catalyst here, but it is a gathering of church leaders usually held in Atlanta, GA. This year was the first time Catalyst held it’s conference on the West Coast (for those following the events on Twitter, you can see the buzz here).

It was graciously hosted down in Orange County at Mariners Church, on their sprawling campus. For some amazing backstage scoop here is the Catalyst GreenRoom site by Brian Wurzell.

Here are some awesome notes from the sessions by Rick Warren, Guy Kawasaki and Andy Stanley, taken by Ryan Smith a fellow volunteer.

Trying to regurgitate this event simply wouldn’t do it justice, so here are a few of my heart souvenirs:

  • God is bigger than we can imagine. From Andy Stanley, Francis Chan to Ravi Zacharias, this theme hit me squarely. My thoughts of God have been too small. Too ineffectual. Not worthy of who He really is.
  • “What if we were to unleash people to pursue their dreams rather than tell them how bad they are?” How I loved it when Erwin McManus said this. Anyone who’s heard him speak knows this statement comes from a loving place… a desire to see all of us step into the fully-alive, abundant life full of adventure, led by God’s Spirit. This is diametrically opposed to the dead religiosity that characterizes a practical athiest’s life.
  • “Look at them, over on the Bad Pile” spoken by Catherine Rohr, as she described how she used to view convicted prisoners before God got ahold of her and called her to work with this population. Her understated admission of being judgmental exposed the ugliness inside all of our hearts. It wrecked me.

So much more to process… but these are the few thoughts that God used to convict me at Catalyst West. More to come.

If you were there, what struck you? What have you done with all this truth?

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Heretics and Fear:Tribes Group Blog Project

tribe_seth_godinWelcome to Day 9 of ChurchCrunch’s Group Blog Project. I am the lucky recipient to cover pages 40-45 of Seth Godin’s wonderful gem called Tribes. Picking up from where  Dawn Nicole Baldwin’s very excellent post yesterday left off, we get to examine what Seth calls “the F word…. fear.”

Let’s start first with one of the sweetest quotes (found on p.42) about heretics:

In a battle between two ideas, the best one doesn’t necessarily win. No, the idea that wins is the one with the most fearless heretic behind it.

I love the idea of the fearless heretic winning.

From the Pharisees perspective in his day, Jesus was such a heretic. Reaching out and defiling himself by touching lepers. Talking to unseemly sorts like Samaritans. Hanging with the Deschutes swilling, hookah-puffing crowd. Though devout theologically, Jesus just didn’t conform to what a “good upstanding religious Jewish man” looked like. He was a fearless heretic in his world, rocking the entrenched religiousity he saw around him by boldly obeying God and loving the unlovely. It makes me ask myself, “am I?”

Godin then goes on to make some great points about fear. On page 43 he states,

What’s interesting about the folks I meet who are engaged and are clearly heretics is that they’ve actively talked themselves out of fear. I mean, the fear is still there, but it’s drowned out by a different story.

It’s the story of success, of drive, of doing something that matters. It’s an intellectual story about what the world (or your industry or your project) needs and how your insights can help make a difference.

Our fear is drowned out by a different story.

My intellectual story is that God loves this world and sent Jesus so that people could get squared away with Him. This is good news and I believe that people need to hear it. I may be afraid to open my mouth sometimes because of fear but where people spend eternity matters. Seth Godin says it is not a sign of weakness to actively talk oneself out of fear. In fact, reminding myself of the bigger story gets me through a lot. The emotion of fear can be tamed with a renewed mind.

Besides touching on heretics and the fear we all face, the few pages I had (pages 40-45) ended with a beautiful warning. Godin comments about those stuck without traction:

I think these people are becoming ever better at following, but are never learning to lead. They’re following instructions, following directions, following the pack, and honing their skills — but hiding. Hiding from the fear of leading.

I lived for years “doing church” becoming ever better at following instructions and blending in with the pack. Does this describe me? Does this describe you? Ever learning but never stepping out?

My humble takeaway from this short section…

Only fearless heretics, convinced they play a necessary part in a bigger story will ever be the leaders this world needs.

Handy Feedback Questions:

What are your thoughts? Any examples of how you’ve been or seen heretics effecting change in the factory mentality around you?

Doing something that matters can drown out the ever-present fear. What are you a part of that makes a difference?

And finally, is there an area where you are hiding from leading? You’re honing your skills, getting really good at executing, but there’s a nagging sense that God’s got more for your life. What is He possibly calling you to lead?

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